"People are about as happy as they make up their minds to be." Abraham Lincoln
That quotes floats through my mind as I begin my time with gratitude. How happy am I allowing myself to be and what stops me from being happy all the time? Interesting thought to ponder and it opens many doors hidden away in my mind.
As I continue spending time in the state of gratitude I find that all that is not gratitude--all that cannot exist in this energy--is free to roll on up and out of me. My initial reaction is to stop and ponder each thought and each feeling; wanting to understand and solve. That's part of our human nature and the function of our conscious mind, that desire to know the 'why' of every situation.
But asking 'why' will only give you the story surrounding the situation; it will never give you the truth that lies within. For that you must sit within the middle of it all, giving thanks for whatever is. As a teacher of mine often says "Understanding is just the booby prize." Consciously choosing what you want instead of what you currently have--there is the power and the freedom to create change.
To be stand in the middle of your life situation and say "No matter what has happened to me in the past--this is what I choose today. This is how I choose to live today." That is true self-empowerment.
Gratitude comes in many forms and some days are easier than others to feel thankful. Today gratitude showed up as patience and trust.
Patience that saying 'thank you' in the face of doubt is enough, and trust that all is well regardless of what I see happening--or not happening--around me.
So today I am grateful for my doubts, my faith and my journey, bumps and all.
In gratitude,
Bonnie
Bonnie - thanks again for this wonderful blog of your journey - who else out there is taking it too?
ReplyDeleteI have not been as consistent as Bonnie on this trip but what I have found is that even so, I am so much more aware of staying in gratitude even in my conscious beta-mind. It is a peaceful place to live.
Love, Katie